Hi SoSa, havent been doing so well...

Lately, I have made some life choices that I'm starting to look back.
One choice I made was to ditch my shitty friends; One reason is because I really felt I had no belonging there like I played the person who always gets ditched.
My other choice was trying to back into the dating scene because I feel like I have grown a bit but something is telling me I have room to grow and such.
It just rips me apart because I like to be around people and such, share deep thoughts and all that. But it really hasn't been there lately and it hurts a lot.